I just discovered this great speaker.  Anguish. God's Anguish - how we miss the entire anguish from this lacking church. Capital "C" church. God's church.

We get attacked on social media and think this is persecution. As I read about the early martyrs of the first church, I am moved to what my call is. I am moved to feel this anguish of the church. I am grateful to find such teachers, I am grateful for the spectrum of great teachers that reach me. Teach me. Show me.

I suggest you check David Wilkerson out. See if he touches - no pierces - your heart as he did my own. A Word that burns so deeply in my own soul that yes, I Know it Comes from The Heart of God. Directly to me. A Baptism in Anguish. Wilkerson's tears, pausing, praying and direct invitation - moved me, wrecked me.