Once we look through the lens of Spiritual Warfare, the total and complete fight for our mind, hearts, and souls - oh everything becomes so clear.

I want to say frightening clear, but in fact, Redeemed, I am not afraid. I am determined to love, to stand firm, to pray for my enemies as well as my loved ones, to stand NEHEMIAH STRONG... and be the church.

In a different way, when Pat died, literally everyone said "Oh it must be so hard, it was so sudden".... and even now, people have murmured they think I must be in Some Sort of Denial of Grief... when in fact, Pat's death upleveled my very existence. My walk with God.

And I said to my friend Alice the day after Pat died, in trying to explain my heart being good, really good-  to say I believe I can BE the Church right now. Through this. That Pat really IS at home with the Lord, where we all want to be who know Him. Not suicide. Not death threats or harm. But absolutely not turning away when it is time. 

Anyway, I want my friends that say they don't love my Pastor, or don't love God, or Jesus is not their guy - oh I pray with all my heart for them to have their eyes cleared, just for a moment, just for a nano-second, to see the fight for their soul, their attention, their distraction.

THAT Ai has been coming since the birth of time is so clear to me. Kill God. Change the likeness. Humans are not extraordinary. Oh, yet, to Be One and claim my Fatherhood with Jesus. It changes everything. As it says it would. As He promised. I am in overwhelm.

So this film is well made. It is factual and it is calm. I think I will share it with my UN friends and my friends who love me but don't love Jesus. Through the lens of WARFARE.