Your anointing "Calls You". It is a process.  Being Gifted is not the same as Bring Anointed.

David - he was already anointed to be King: But he had a process to build through. Lions and Bears to fight. Strings to pluck into music and psalms.
Saul was blind to this anointing until the appointed time.

THIS IS COOL.

Being Anointed does not mean Being Appointed.

Lord: Develop me greater than I can ever imagine or realize.
Like David.
Process me.
You, Lord have given me talent, gifts -  I am cultivating my new self in the Word. I am investing in Your Word.
Process me.

Like David.
He became a psalmist in the field with his flock.
Process me Lord.
Like David.
Like Moses on that back side of the desert.
He took time: YOU took time to process him.
Elijah in the plowing field.
JESUS - in the wilderness: Conceived in the anointing, but it took Process, the Wilderness, before He can Open the Scroll.

Lord I give you my very LIFE to craft me to become the woman YOU MADE ME TO BE.
I AM LISTENING.
I have not suffered. I have not endured wilderness, bears or lions.
Make me ready.

Lord help me help Your church be the standard of excellence. Let the world look to US.
Lord, let me be processed for when the world looks at me, singularly.
Let me be ready.
Process me.

YOUR Word is YOUR WORD, no matter how anyone interprets it, maligns it, or feels about it.

Conviction is Personal.
Truth is not Personal.
I am Chasing Heavenly Crowns.

JAMES 4:1-3

4 What causes fights and quarrels among you? Don’t they come from your desires that battle within you? ² You desire but do not have, so you kill. You covet but you cannot get what you want, so you quarrel and fight. You do not have because you do not ask God. ³ When you ask, you do not receive, because you ask with wrong motives, that you may spend what you get on your pleasures.

Let me become the Psalmist, the Thinker, the Speaker, the Giver, the Prayer Warrior, the Peacmaker..... whatever you are making me to become. All and Any of it.

Being Anointed does not mean Being Appointed.

Make me ready, Lord.
I need the field for the process. 
Make me ready for Your promises, bigger than I can Imaginel
I want to come out from among the world.

RIVERS OF LIVING WATER - not a River, but RIVERS.

JOHN 7:38

King James Bible
He that believeth on me, as the scripture hath said, out of his belly shall flow rivers of living water.

New King James Version
He who believes in Me, as the Scripture has said, out of his heart will flow rivers of living water.”

New American Standard Bible
The one who believes in Me, as the Scripture said, ‘From his innermost being will flow rivers of living water.’”

New International Version
Whoever believes in me, as Scripture has said, rivers of living water will flow from within them.”

New Living Translation
Anyone who believes in me may come and drink! For the Scriptures declare, ‘Rivers of living water will flow from his heart.’”

English Standard Version
Whoever believes in me, as the Scripture has said, ‘Out of his heart will flow rivers of living water.’”

Not just One Stream - a multiple of Rivers!
Deliverance!
Healing!
Prophesy!
Patience!

But I need time in my field, in process, in my wilderness.
I need my marks and evidence and scratches.

Saul was king for 15 years AFTER the Spirit of the Lord left him. 
He had the throne guarded, but not the anointing.

Lord, don't take Your Spirit from me: Let me get into the field and You Process Me.

I understand now:
Gifting, my Gifts... can get me in the room. 
YOUR ANOINTING.... Changes the room.
There is no distinction between the World and the Church regarding GIFTING.
Ah, but Anointing and Gifting.
That is of the Lord.
Process me Lord.
Make me ready.
I love You, Jesus.