This weekend, this trip - ultimately showed me so so many things.

I truly am in Love with Jesus, the Father AND the Holy Spirit.
I notice all the language that washes out THEIR power.
I also could discern truths.
I also stood with my faith fully showing in this group.

AND I HAD AN EPIPHANY this morning.

We know that New Age and distractions leading away from the Lord, from the Creator to the Creation.... works for so many BECAUSE much of it is truth. Satan cannot create. He mimics and he lies.

So I went into this - compelled by the excitement and results of my friend Gavin. And, compelled to stand with him for days AS A CHRISTIAN. I had many...hesitations that I felt but knew I was going because of this friendship and this sense....of breakthrough. Some way, somehow. Not certain and not clinging (I thought) to specifics.
Of course as I walk my life I see I still hold expectations and outcomes too tightly. Working in Process with the Lord to let all that go. I will get to it if I can open to that time and writing...because my dramatic stories are less important. I learned this as I removed my Christmas Lysol story. 

SO: Let me start at the end.The Sunconsciousness.... is 99%+ of my operating system. It is the Body Boss. I forgot this...and remembered during this flawed but effortful offering from this "Dr." He has healed and found progression, zero doubt about that.
For me, I cannot - ever - leave our GOD, and the Name Jesus.

Andrew Womack has pushed and pulled me towards healing. Self help, healing with the Holy Spirit. I believe. I believe I am wall to wall Holy Spirit.
Why don't I access this, how do I access this for healing and all other wonders and works....

The epiphany that celebrated the Holy Spirit and the Subconscious was the mid-early morning (3:00 am) revelation that when Andrew says I am in my own way... it is unbelief...the power is already granted.... I never understood what that meant until today. This morning.

My Subconscious does not like not being heard. Not being honored. Not being respected. Gavin pointed out that "all those things I have in my toolbox" from peptides to frequency machines to meditations.... whatever - they compound the simplicity of Accessing the 99+% of my operating system.
THEN it occurred to me that the Holy Spirit is a gentleman. HE is inviting me.
I invited myself, my subconscious to Let Him Work through My hands and Feet (My operating system) to Use my My Subconscious, Control and Direct my Thoughts and Actions... to have me BE THE CHURCH. To BE holy.

In other words, they are not separate: AND.... the subconscious is not my God. It is a Body Boss protector, hiding triggers and clouding memories and all the things various new age modalities "treat"... but - and -  the Holy Spirit wants to use me. use my subconscious. use the machine it built. Use the person it created.
And, the Holy Trinity never wants me to forget ever again....
I AM NOT GOD. I have part of God dropped into me, and I can and will and do... invite more and more awareness. And as I came to realize today, it is the using of my 99%+ actively by the Holy Spirit is where I am used as hand and feet, as healer, as healed, as church, as holy.

THIS IS HUGE. I am writing too fast, and must get ready for my flight back home. But I wanted to share while in this epiphany stage, God you are so good to me. Subconscious you have protected me.
Look this way subconscious, Lisa, Body, memories, old belief systems...look this way at the Lord!
What healing awaits us.