I am with God every day. Most of my days. I am so tired to write, I use my time with the Lord to Pray and read and work to understand the Word.

And on my beach walks often I listen to these generate Prayers to work my mind, as it is often to hear the Word with the Waves. But these prayers guide my heart too, even when I do not hear every word.

It is harder for me to stop and really write; so so many experiences, so many convictions, so much pain released into such unimagineable joy - and everyday this happens I have no energy and no ability to share - in the moment of experience, like I like to do so much.

Always I will be a story teller.

I wonder if my life is out of order.  
Because I don't write, right now.

But I Pray.
But I Study.
But I Ask for Prayer.
But I am Convicted.
But I am Changed and Changing.
BUT GOD.